That's not what I meant. I hope it's not hurting you too much.
[ it's hard not to notice how stiff his demeanor is and how he's got the PHS in a death grip - especially when she rarely sees him using it much in the first place. ]
... Did you get a message? [ a delicate question. ]
I want to know, though. You never tell me how you feel about anything. [ a sigh. ] Don't know how you do it. I'm so full of all these emotions, I think I might scream.
[ she doesn't feel young. she doesn't feel like anything - she feels less like anyone than she has in months. and she doesn't exactly feel like telling him that this is probably as old as she's going to get. Her demeanor remains muted. ]
Technically, I'm a Mechon, so I don't have any age at all.
[The dim light from the PHS casts a small glow around it. The waterfall is quiet, save for the sound of rushing water. Her words settle and Rufus speaks.]
[ that's news to her -- obviously, he looks young, but she knows better than to assume that means he is. A few sharp retorts come to mind - I can tell being one of them - but she doesn't feel much like teasing him. ]
... You must have a really long life ahead of you, then.
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You never change.
[ but that's okay. somehow, it's almost a comfort, at this point. ]
How's your hand today? Or... you know what I mean.
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Please pay it no heed. The chances of infection are lower than they were before.
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[ it's hard not to notice how stiff his demeanor is and how he's got the PHS in a death grip - especially when she rarely sees him using it much in the first place. ]
... Did you get a message? [ a delicate question. ]
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It's the same message that everyone received earlier.
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[ a nod, and perhaps a bit of a relief in her expression. She thought he might have gotten a certain notification... ]
I couldn't figure that one out at all. [ ... ] I didn't think you'd still be at it.
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Is it bothering you, too? The way things turned out.
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[Answering flatly, he turns back to the PHS.]
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[ so he still won't talk to her. she shouldn't really be disappointed, at this point, but she kind of is anyway. ]
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Fine.]
I am annoyed.
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not really, this all still sucks, but she'd be lying if she said it didn't make her a little happy. A shallow nod. ]
We should have found the other one.
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I desire no business with irresponsible people. That's all.
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[ Emet-Selch? Chiron? There are more than a few possibilities. ]
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[ the question is asked very gently, like she's afraid she might scare him off. ]
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In the end, it has nothing to do with me.
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I want to know, though. You never tell me how you feel about anything. [ a sigh. ] Don't know how you do it. I'm so full of all these emotions, I think I might scream.
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[ a small, wry smile. ]
I'm not a kid anymore. Screaming won't actually help me, anyway.
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[ she doesn't feel young. she doesn't feel like anything - she feels less like anyone than she has in months. and she doesn't exactly feel like telling him that this is probably as old as she's going to get. Her demeanor remains muted. ]
Technically, I'm a Mechon, so I don't have any age at all.
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I am young as well.
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... You must have a really long life ahead of you, then.
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[But he does think about why Fiora said that. He has a feeling, and he chooses not to pursue it.]
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